Monday, October 11, 2010

Cardiorespiratory Arrest

I am stressed out.

I am frustrated.

I am edging on being depressed.

And strangely enough I am not even the one filling out my application for MTAS.

Maybe because I know I am most probably going to kiss my dreams of becoming a Cardio God goodbye.

And maybe because I haven't been studying like I am supposed to even though CK keeps saying 'I am always studying', just because she asked me on two occasions that I was 'supposed' to be.

Should have studied harder. Should have tried to be a more gungho medic. ARGH.


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